okay first off Im sorry I havent got to be on in a long ass time... lotsa stuff has been crazy... and i mean lotsa stuff.....

NOW to the journal entry....

Okay so I thought i was so over my ex boyfriend Corey.... I mean we stayed like fuck buddies for a while but then I got another boyfriend named Paul... He cheated on me and of course it was nothing but a bad relationship.... But now im with this really great guy... and hes so good to me and it seems like we are a good couple... But through the 2 relationships corey was never with or truely interested in anyone... or w/e... but now he just HAD to tell me tonight he made out with his ex... and like... for some reason im whicked fucking jealous and I mean I know the chick and I made out with her too... but hes like "well I didnt want to see you yesterday because of the 2 big hickies on my neck..." and I just.... like dont know what to think...... Im so fusterated and annoyed.... and like sick to my stomach and everything because i dont think i should be jealous... but ive never had to deal with someone i still cared about caring that way about someone else.... *sigh* idk